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Ingrid - 2005-05-21 15:21:51
Big, big ((((hugs)))) for you. You are standing up to so much right now. I wish I could invite you over for a visit!!
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Des - 2005-05-21 16:21:04
I have been reading you, loyaly, for some time now...And, I've read all of your archives. Lisa, reading this entry something really bothered me. You keep talking about IL like it's the cause of all your problems. And well, I can understand how it feels that way...it worries me a bit. That is such a simplistic take on it all. The fact is, getting back to NY will cause half the trip back to good to be over...but things won't be automatically perfect. It feels like with all the sadness and negativity and certainty in the "worst case scenario" it's all related to IL. I just worry that, when back in NY, any turmoil will be suddenly breaking points...because you have decided it all goes away once you arehome and back in your house. Some of our problems, we carry with us from place to place. I'm so glad you got the check, and that things are moving along...just please don't put too much weight in a simple move as being a cure all. Good luck and you have my support, my ear, whatever I can do to help.
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Mommy - 2005-05-21 16:21:15
Wow.. Have a very safe trip.Once you are settled, let us now how it's going. Big hugs to you all.
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mommy - 2005-05-21 16:23:11
Sorry just to say.. Des post didn't show before. 'very profound' deep stuff man
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Almost Normal - 2005-05-21 22:59:11
I am so happy for you. I can see where the checks could be a sign of things finally looking up. I was living in Indiana for FIVE YEARS and it was the worst time of my life. I know that everyone says "wherever you go, there you are" but if you are not on the path god wanted you on in the first place you're going to be in hell no matter where you are and nothing is going to go right. If Illinois feels wrong (and you know I'm a big fan of the state, living here and all *grin*) then it probably is. Good luck with the move and with your hubby's job interviews when you get back. I'm so anxious on your behalf, you really could stop worrying and I'll just worry for you till you're back home *laugh*
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