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moo - 2005-07-30 12:26:21
"that makes me smile all the way down to the depths of my soul" aaaw that was beautiful!! There's just something in the love of children that we adults don't have its amazing!! Unfortunately in most people it gets lost as we grow up and thats so horribly heartbreaking. I hope you get a wonderful nights sleep and feel better soon xxx
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f-i-n - 2005-07-30 17:41:18
I've never been able to fall asleep very fast.
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Moom - 2005-07-30 17:57:23
It sounds like you are scared your husband might be bugged when you tell him things,I mean,you know,with you.
Bugged with you.
But like,you can�t give him the option of being annoyed,when it�s about your emotional life,which is important,you know.
Your emotions are important to you,and that�s why you can�t let anyone tell you that that�s annoying,when you let that out.
If someone tells you it�s annoying,then you got to punish them.
I don�t know how,you know,silence treatment,whatever,you probably know ways.
But you can�t let anyone go through with finding you annoying!
You must punish that,if that happens.
Be angry,when someone tells you you suck!!
Don�t think:Ooh,you�re right!
Think:You�re wrong-now I�ll hate you.
You can�t allow anyone tell you you�re annoying or whatever.
Just pretend you�re a real diva,like Mariah Carey.
You know,you gotta be more like a snob!
More pretentious!
Just act as if you were really da shit or something.
You can�t let anyone get to you,you got to show them they are beneath you.
When someone tells you you�re boring,then you gotta go:I don�t believe YOU,you zero,you loser.
You got to cut them down and push them over!
When someone tells you you�re not cool or whatever,then you got to not-believe them.
It depends on how you feel,you know.
Believe people who make you feel better,and don�t believe people and push them out of your life who make you feel worse.
People like Mariah Carey also are very vulnerable,they just avoid confrontation.
They just avoid people right away who hurt them.
Cause they feel better than those haters,you know,they just feel more valueable.
You know,if someone hurts you,then just ignore them.Like,intentionally.
Don�t give them any room,make them feel less important.
Don�t give them any credit.
Make them feel like they are really retarded or something.
You got to be more egoistic and selfish and listen to your stomach,your guts,you know.
Do what you want,then you can�t regret anything.
Just let out your emotions,and don�t care what the other one feels,just be selfish about that.
I mean,the other one can still say when it�s too much for them,but don�t stop before you�ve tried that out,maybe the other one doesn�t mind,cause:it�s not their problem.
It only bugs you,but the other one feels probably nothing.
It�ll be like when you�re at the hairdresser�s,and you tell that woman everything,and she�ll be just like:yeah....yeah....yeah....
You know,probably your problems seem only so big when they�re inside still.
And when you let them out,then they aren�t as big and intimidating anymore.
I�m sure you�re not the only one who has stress and feels like dirt,you know,I mean,a lot of big singers have been through a lot,like Mariah Carey,and,I don�t know,Whitney Houston,you�re know,they are all very very fragile and need like a shoulder to cry on,you know.
I�m sure it�s not that uncommon what you feel,so don�t be ashamed.
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jen - 2005-07-30 19:50:30
Ah ya poor kiddo! i wish i could give you a hug and tell you what my grandpa used to say "Better days are coming, kid." It's okay to say what you need. There's a book which changed my life called "The Surrendered Wife" by Laura Doyle. It will help you become your best self! You're a joy to read. Thank you for sharing your life. i am paying attention.
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